• Home
  • About
  • Contact
    • Category
    • Category
    • Category
  • Shop
  • Advertise
facebook twitter instagram pinterest bloglovin Email

A SLIP OF MIND

 I realized that become quiet people are so hard. It's still hard, especially for me. Even until now.

Become quiet people, they don't wanna talk to other people about they're succeed in their own life, in their knowledge, they've done in their thesis defense or graduation from their school exactly, or may be in their social life.

If I don't have parents and sist on my own life, I don't know what I wanna do or indeed, I don't know what I am doing now, cause in every single time a lot of story on my long journey has been told to my parents and also my sist.

If I see a lot of people out there, especially my friends, they've told to someone else on social media, talking about what they've shared on their own life or what they're doing, what they've thought, or what they've done something, I feel like so envy.

I wanna do something like that, I wanna tell to other people that I've done this, this, this, and this. I wanna share a lot of experiences that I've done too. But still, I can't. It hurts.

I understand and it's normal if they're wanna do it.

So, I fully respected to someone else to not talking about their life, cause then again it's hard, it's still hard for being a quiet people in this era.
Share
Tweet
Pin
Share
No komentar

 All praise to be almighty Allah, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful, without His immense blessings and guidance, this paper could not have been written. I had long been concerned to put into writing and reading regarding of my bachelor paper.

I also have received encouragements and help a lot of people. Let me express my thanks with all my heart to my supervisor and also my mentor, Moh. Zakki Azani, Ph.D, whose ideas, thought, and critical assessment helped to improve the substance and outlook of this paper. My deepest appreciation for the valuable suggestions, comments, and also going beyond the call of duty in editing my paper. My specail gratitude and indebtedness to my lecturers, Tamim Aziz M. Soleh, Lc., M.A and Dr. M. A. Fattah Santoso, M. Ag, whose guidance, gave me huge academic impact, and have been of the great inspiration throughout my academic journey in quest of their knowledge.

Precisely, It is impossible to name them all have one by one, but I should like to express my respect for and gratitude to all those, both near and far, who have been with me in my efforts and who have borne the difficulties of this commitment. Among my close colleagues, there are Nur Afiffah Ragilia, Atikah Jihan Salma, Aniqotur Rofih, Lailia Putri Bahari, and Dhian Rahmawati. Those who have had to endure my daily rhytm, moods, and charachter more than others in such a lifetime in my college.

This acknowledgement is incomplete without special mention of my sister, Azka Kufita Nuraulia whose ensured my condition during my study in Surakarta. The last but not least, this work is dedicated to my parents, Amin Setiono and Suti Setiani, whose love and encouragement have made me what I am now, and whose tears and seats are source of inspiration. Indeed, no amount of words can describe my gratitude of them.

Share
Tweet
Pin
Share
No komentar

After having a lot of problems from the other sides and a lot of duty of my work, as a student, as a daughter, as a friend and also as someone on my social life, I just wanna say that, I'm happy. I'm happy with all the situations that makes me what I am now.

I'm happy being your daughter, Mah. I'm happy with all those things that you have been given to me until now. 

I just realized that such a wonderful things with all decisions making that I was decided. I'm grateful for not regret it. even though, a lot of decisions that I was made isn't easy for me. All the tears, sadness, emptiness which accompanies the journey of my life, I thought that such as a part of my life. Parts that can't be missed, parts that not to be missed, because without those parts, I thought that, I couldn't possibly be what I am now.

A lot of things that I've been through in my life, such a beautiful things I've been realized that I love being a student. If I can, I wanna be a student on my whole life. I wanna take a lot of subject that I haven't known. As a student and in the room of the school.

I know that being a human is studying even until die. But, in the school is different, I don't know, but I feel like it's different.

After a long journey in my college, after such a wonderful things that I was made, meeting a lot of amazing people out there and their different frames of thought, different cultures, and all those stuff that accompanied.

I'm so grateful to have chosen it. I'm so grateful with my decision to not gave up in my past experience that I had when I took one until two semester in this college, and at the same time, a lot of thanks with all my love to my parents and my sister cause without their support, I don't know what would I do.

Last but not least, all praise to be almighty Allah. Hopefully, may Allah give his approval for me to go to school again, cause take the school is my simplest dream in my life. Aamiin..



Share
Tweet
Pin
Share
No komentar
Newer Posts

Follow Us

  • facebook
  • twitter
  • instagram
  • Google+
  • pinterest
  • youtube

Categories

recent posts

Blog Archive

  • Juni 2025 (1)
  • April 2025 (2)
  • Februari 2025 (1)
  • Januari 2025 (2)
  • Desember 2024 (2)
  • Oktober 2024 (1)
  • Agustus 2024 (1)
  • Juni 2024 (1)
  • Mei 2024 (1)
  • Maret 2024 (1)
  • Februari 2024 (3)
  • Januari 2024 (3)
  • Desember 2023 (1)
  • November 2023 (1)
  • Oktober 2023 (2)
  • Agustus 2023 (3)
  • Juli 2023 (3)
  • Juni 2022 (3)
Diberdayakan oleh Blogger.

ANOTHER MISUH-MISUH

Berhubung w nulis ini bertepatan dengan hari Raya Idul Adha, maka minal aidizin wal faidzin yak ges yaa.. Walaupun ini Idul Adha, w ada niat...

Cari Blog Ini

Labels

SELINGAN KECIL (1)

A SLIP OF MIND

Memuat...

Created with by ThemeXpose | Distributed by Blogger Templates